Wandering my house, bare feet on the cold travertine floor of my kitchen; I could put on socks or slippers, I could turn up the heat, but…… Read more “fine”
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plaintive
The impending disappointment is palpable in almost every one of our conversations. Sometimes I want to push, and I usually regret it when I do. Other times,…… Read more “plaintive”
revealing
Revealing yourself to someone is ridiculously hard. Vulnerabilities exposed like nerves beneath the skin. Do you risk putting it all out there, knowing they may reject you,…… Read more “revealing”
cacophony
clashing in my brain, the noises that I hear in the quiet when I talk to him. the silence in the words when I talk with the…… Read more “cacophony”
conversation heart
I like to think I’m not romantic, that I’m “better” than that. but the reality is that I have a hard shell around my soft candy coating.…… Read more “conversation heart”
crush
a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate; or force inwards by compressing forcefully I do this to myself. The first time, in the…… Read more “crush”
trouble, trouble, trouble
This work situation of his, is not working for me. The insomnia is also quite the bitch. I’m narrowly avoiding bad habits and old friends and all…… Read more “trouble, trouble, trouble”