Last night I found myself dehydrated.

I’ve never been the one who needed to be taken care of. Correction, I did need it, but it was a need unmet. Having no one I felt would take care of me wore on me. It was a major contributing factor to the end of my marriage.

And yet, last night, I found myself ill equipped to be in the opposite position. I found myself feeling uneasy.

I feel like I was probably ungrateful, it was more embarrassment that I felt so poorly, that I needed help.