Today, I stumbled on something I read and commented on last summer. I was so struck by it, and saved it because the sentiment was exactly what…… Read more “it’s more than just the baby”
Category: infertility
silent screaming
I woke this morning, clasping my hand to my throat. Feeling hoarse, as though I had been screaming all night. In my dream, I was. I was…… Read more “silent screaming”
what I can’t forget
There are days on the calendar that call to mind a pain I fail to dismiss. March 25, April 24, May 24, July 22, October 20; Then…… Read more “what I can’t forget”
false hope
My blouse is tear-stained and my mascara is collected in streaks down my face. My car smells like toothpaste from the trunk full of dental products I…… Read more “false hope”
holiday tears
Last night, as I lay in a sick, cold-medicine induced haze, tears slipped from my eyes. Holidays looming ahead stir up angst, and once I’m hidden from…… Read more “holiday tears”
progress
I had to think about the last baby shower I attended. There was one at work, but it was more of a lunch where I brought balloons…… Read more “progress”
plugging the leaks
I have my moments. The period of time from National Infertility Awareness week through Mother’s day was tough. I rebounded a bit, and didn’t cry again until…… Read more “plugging the leaks”
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