I can live without children. This sounds so different from how I felt just a couple of years ago, but it’s true. Sometimes I still want a…… Read more “living without”
Category: infertility
mari
I woke up to snow this morning. Seemed appropriate for some reason. I mean, sure, I’m a little shocked. It is May 24th after all, and even…… Read more “mari”
bad news
In a moment, a life can change drastically. There are other moments where that life is merely altered. The effects of the causes are simply unknown at…… Read more “bad news”
4:27
The hollow ache that carved out my insides, one that can never fill up all the way. It’s not something I talk about much, but it’s been…… Read more “4:27”
if things had been different
Today, I would have been celebrating a little girl’s 4th birthday. I think of the baby we named all the time, think about how May 24th was…… Read more “if things had been different”
another Sunday
Officially, it’s mother’s day. Most of what I wrote here still rings true. It’s a little different. Maybe here, with no mother here to take to brunch,…… Read more “another Sunday”
a year
It was one year ago that I was completely devastated. It wasn’t the first time and sadly, it probably won’t be the last, but it was as…… Read more “a year”