The hollow ache that carved out my insides, one that can never fill up all the way. It’s not something I talk about much, but it’s been…… Read more “4:27”
Category: depression
restless tears
There are so many nights where I’m up at this ungodly hour. I’ve never been a good sleeper. I’ll sometimes even try to go to bed at…… Read more “restless tears”
random remarks, bordering on whining
Dad called tonight. Someone I graduated with gave the commencement speech tonight at my former high school’s graduation ceremony. That was all I got from my father’s…… Read more “random remarks, bordering on whining”
answers
My time in NY has given me a lot of time to think. I got the chance to run things by some friends. The one couple who…… Read more “answers”
if things had been different
Today, I would have been celebrating a little girl’s 4th birthday. I think of the baby we named all the time, think about how May 24th was…… Read more “if things had been different”
after tomorrow
I’m told they’ll be here Sunday morning, my mother, father, sister and her husband. I still have no couch. I just unpacked the last of the boxes…… Read more “after tomorrow”
another Sunday
Officially, it’s mother’s day. Most of what I wrote here still rings true. It’s a little different. Maybe here, with no mother here to take to brunch,…… Read more “another Sunday”
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