I woke this morning, clasping my hand to my throat. Feeling hoarse, as though I had been screaming all night. In my dream, I was. I was…… Read more “silent screaming”
Category: bitching
what I can’t forget
There are days on the calendar that call to mind a pain I fail to dismiss. March 25, April 24, May 24, July 22, October 20; Then…… Read more “what I can’t forget”
monday dread
I suppose for most people, this happens Sunday night, but since Sunday night is a free night here (having Mondays off) it sets in on Monday evenings…… Read more “monday dread”
drops
A single drop of water slid down the side of the tub as my man sat inside soaking and hacking. A week of intense coughing, emergency room…… Read more “drops”
help
It is hard to ask for help. Hard to admit you need some. I do. I can deal with melancholy and sadness. I can deal with the weirdness…… Read more “help”
case of the “I want”
*disclaimer – just venting, not to be taken too seriously* I want to go to Bora Bora. I want a better job. I want to be wealthy,…… Read more “case of the “I want””
impulses
Lately, I’m worried about a lot of things. Anxiety and worry and stress compound to the point where I have less impulse control. I recognize it, but…… Read more “impulses”