I am alive.  I’d say alive and well, but well, that’s just sketchy in the quiet moments. I find moments of peace, here and there, but there…… Read more “alive and well?”

Next Sunday, I’ll be leaving. I’m overwhelmed at the thought of walking out the door, knowing that no matter what has happened, I’m breaking his heart. I…… Read more “one week”

It’s weird, this sense of counting down. Next weekend, he has the monthly meeting a few suburbs away Friday morning – Saturday early evening.  I anticipate leaving…… Read more “full weekend”

I’ve debated for over a week – on how to give out all the information I’ve been holding back and I keep coming to similar conclusions.   A…… Read more “update”

It wasn’t the first time I broached the topic. I’ve made parts of the speech before.  I’m leaving, I’m done, I can’t do this anymore –  have…… Read more “exit stage left”