Tomorrow, I may or may not face fears. Right now, my stomach is in knots. I think I’ve mentioned my fear of rollercoasters before. It’s bad. I…… Read more “knots”
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perversions and imperfections
I have this uncontrollable desire to be perfect. I believe I’ve struggled with it my entire life, because I can’t remember not dealing with it. As a…… Read more “perversions and imperfections”
random remarks
– Unflavored Pedialyte is almost undrinkable. I don’t know if flavored is better, but I can’t stomach even that right now. – A job is a wonderful…… Read more “random remarks”
surprises and disappointments
It was nice to see my father so surprised. All his family around and plenty of people he’s worked or volunteered with there to applaud his hard…… Read more “surprises and disappointments”
bullies and cliques
I’m not someone who gets involved in drama if I can help it. I try not to gossip, and while I’m not always good at it, I…… Read more “bullies and cliques”
plugging the leaks
I have my moments. The period of time from National Infertility Awareness week through Mother’s day was tough. I rebounded a bit, and didn’t cry again until…… Read more “plugging the leaks”
quicksand
It has been an interesting few days. I feel OK, then something shifts beneath me and I’m sinking. I feel vulnerable, frightened, wounded. I am worried and…… Read more “quicksand”
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